I can't fate my life but I can change my life and I can build my love .
Kelmarin mak beli kan cake untuk aku and tak nafi aku memang terharu. How I appreciate you mom :)
But I'm sorry for being like that, ignore everything when you ask me 'jom lah potong kek' then I cakap 'nanti nanti i was full right now' Then mak pujuk 'mak dah tulis nama atas kek tu' and again I was giving an excuse. I'm sorry :(
Maybe aku terlalu marah dengan dia sampaikan semua aku babitkan.
Z aku tak faham langsung dengan perangai kau sekarang, tolonglah jangan think over yourself. Jangan m'dsprate diri kau bagus. Kau tahu kan I hate people controlling my life, my privacy, my rest and daripada dulu I've been live in this life. Aku tahu boring bagai tengok aku macam mayat hidup terperuk dalam bilik but I don't know aku lebih selesa hidup dalam hidup aku, menghadap perasaan aku, masalah aku. This is me and stop bullying me. Its irritating me so much. Text people and bagi warning. Try to embarrassed me in front of people. Just enough you are so annoying. If kau rasa kawan kau lagi memahami hidup kau then just go on with them. Don't bother me at all. I'm tired seriously tired.
And okay memang aku tak pernah bother pasal family, i'm being selfish. I know and I'm realize that.
Talk more and more and more sampai kau rasa hilang hormat dekat aku so am I.
