Alhamdulillah selesai sahaja pembedahan emak bagi membuang hernia. Btw semalam visit mak, dia pun alhamdulillah keadaan baik baik cuma biasalah bila lepas operate dia susah nak bangun and susah nak duduk dengan betul tapi keadaannya tak kritikal dan bersyukur emak masih bersama kami.
In Sha Allah, takkan putus berdoa agar mak boleh jalani rutin harian seperti biasa. 3 hari berlalu dan 3 hari menjadi baby sitters, suri rumah, bibik haha agak enjoy la with my job even its really pain me a lot for tired but still quite fun actually seems I'm not so close with my this two lil sisters. Jadi with masa yang ada with them, I know them better, what they need what they don't lagi lagi si cikmun tu.
Like always, aku selalu mengamuk tak tentu pasal if diorang sepahkan rumah or that time mood aku kurang baik so sometimes aku lepas marah kat diorang. But then, Allah had shows me something that I should realize for. Teach me how to brave, learn how to control. Its look easy but its not as easy you expect but because we are human who still alive you must appreciate this life because life is too short. Do care what people needs rather than ourselves.
'Bukan usia yang mendewasakan kita tapi pengalaman yang mematangkan kita'
Usia yang lebih tua it doesn't mean mereka atau aku sendiri sudah matang dan perlu menjadi contoh dalam segalanya. Why I'm saying this, sebab aku lihat aku perhati dan aku melalui. In Sha Allah, aku akan slow slow learn from this experience :)
Tips : If you feel that you are getting older and you are being so serious stress. Here, act like you are young who have fun, enjoy the little things, make some joke, don't so serious (depends situation) and smile but don't behave like so childish. ---> Tips ayah kelihatan muda walhal umur dia nak cecah *dia suruh rahsiakan* Hahaa :)
